The Longest Road?
I have had a theory for some time now. I'm not entirely sure of its relevance for anyone other than myself, and so I'm disseminating it here in hopes that I can get some feedback on the overall appropriateness of this as a guiding principle, or if I'm just an odd duck.
(NB: We all know I'm an odd duck... but am I so in this particular case?)
Often times, especially at times when we find ourselves in the greatest amount of turmoil, whether internally or externally, it can be difficult to determine the "correct" course of action, to locate the "right" way. So how do we actually accomplish this? How do we separate what our EGO is trying to get us to do from what our INTUITION knows is the right thing to do?
Before going too far into this, it's important to define what we mean by "right" for in the traditional right/wrong sense of the word, it is clearly based on perspective. One person's "right" action is another's "wrong." In order to easily (and quickly) dispense with this problem, for the purpose of this exercise we are going to define right as that which causes us to improve and grow, without intentionally impeding on anyone else's attempt to improve and grow.
So, knowing that we ultimately want to be taking actions and steps towards growth and improvement in the long-term, as opposed to merely satisfying our short-term ego needs and wants, what are the criteria we can use during moments of internal conflict so that we can determine the "right" course of action?
It is my belief that we each know what is the right thing to do, at all times. We do an incredibly good job of clouding that knowledge, of silencing it, or of simply ignoring it in favour of the easier option. The difficulty is that we often don't want to do what it is that we know we should be doing, because it is much too difficult, or we fear that we will hurt someone else's feelings, or we're tired, or we have too many other things that need to get done. Or, or, or, or.
The crux of the problem is that completing the required action, the one that we know will bring us closer to our stated goal of greater love, fulfillment, growth and personal improvement, is the more difficult choice. Using some dramatic examples, it is fairly easy to illustrate how this can be our guiding light during times when we would rather wallow in the darkness.
It is 3 in the morning, and your newborn baby is crying. What do you do? You can either lie in bed and pretend to ignore it, so that you can go back to sleep, or you can get up and cradle your child, rocking him/her to sleep again and providing for any needs they may have.
Which is the more difficult response, in a physical sense? Which makes you less comfortable? Of course, getting up and tending to your child is the right action, and also the action that requires more effort, is less comfortable.
You are walking along a crowded street, and a man is harassing an elderly woman. He is shouting at her and moving in front of her, blocking her path, whenever she tries to move away. He begins to shove at her shoulders as he yells.
Again, the right course of action is obvious. The woman needs assistance, and although by acting you might be putting yourself in a physically uncomfortable position, you know that helping is the right thing to do.
But what happens when the issues become less dramatic? It becomes much easier for the line to become blurred between what we know is right, what the correct course of action is, and what we want to do, or what might be more satisfying in the immediate future. Of course, this blurring is an imaginary process that occurs in our minds - it doesn't affect the physical world, and it certainly doesn't affect the Truth of which action could be considered more right or correct.
What happens when we see a piece of garbage on the ground? Or when we are tempted to do something that isn't exactly in line with our stated intentions (like buying a $4 latte every morning, when we're trying to save for a house)? What is the right course of action in these circumstances?
My suggestion is that we look for the hardest of the alternatives and seriously consider that this may be the action we should choose. In all of the above cases, and indeed in my own life experiences, the action that is hardest to make is almost always the one that is most appropriate. I have often delayed taking that path, and in some cases have avoided it altogether. In those latter examples, I have found that my alternative, although supplying me with a more immediate gratification, did not get me closer to my goal in the long run. And most often, I have had to come back to the same choice point at some time in the future. I could, conceivably, repeat the same circumstance, over and over, until I finally make the right choice, regardless of how uncomfortable that might make me.
Our sense of comfort, or lack of, can be a very good indicator in our lives. A sense or feeling of discomfort, especially when experienced in relation to taking a difficult, "right" action, can help us know when we are growing, pushing our own personal boundaries and expanding our knowledge and experience in the world.
As with all things in life, practice makes perfect. Practice taking actions that you know are the "right" thing to do. Not because someone else will give you credit or accolades for it, but simply for the right-ness of it. Start small and work your way up. Momentum can be a very powerful tool, and working on small problems, gaining small successes, can give you the momentum you need to take on some of the bigger issues. But that's a topic for another day.
I would love to hear your thoughts and ideas on "right" action and your strategies for determining the correct course of action when you are having a mental argument with yourself.
Be well.
/pk
3 Comments:
Paul,
I feel I must try to give some feed back on this issue. To date there have been no other responses to your post and as I think about it, I have trouble getting my thoughts on it to be coherent. Can I ever, then, put my thoughts to paper in a coherent manner? It may clarify something for you or it may just clarify something for me. Either way I suspect it may be a useful exercise.
Defining what is “right” or “wrong” could probably take more space than one would want. I know that as I get further and further from the idealistic days of my youth, I find that right or wrong have turned into hundreds, no millions of shades of grey. Everything, whether it is considered “right” or “wrong”, presents us with the potential for growth and improvement. I would even go so far as to say that sometimes the “wrong” choice can ultimately lead us to the ”right” choice which may be an option that was not even on the table at the first go around.
I agree, at least in theory, that we all know at all times what is the “right” thing to do. The unfortunate thing is that most of us find it incredibly difficult to “un-cloud” or clarify that knowledge so that we can act upon it. Sometime the “right” decision will be the toughest. Wouldn’t it be wonderful if we could rely on that to be always the case, but alas, sometimes the “right” decision can be the easiest course. The good news is, at least to me, that as time goes by, the “right” decisions more often are the easier ones.
Another criteria I sometimes have used is ‘does the turmoil go away after I have made the decision?’. If it does, I usually find that I have made the “right” choice. Even then, it is not cut and dried. Making a choice for ego often has an immediate satisfaction but if the turmoil returns or if the situation re-emerges in another or similar form then chances are the choice was “wrong” and we are being re-presented with the opportunity for growth and advancement.
If we can get ego out of the way, choices are much easier to make and to live with no matter what shade of grey between “right” and “wrong” they fall into. Easier said than done, I know that for sure. I lived far too long thinking I “would be happy if . . . . Insert whatever you like here, but it goes something like this . . .
If I got that car
That boat
That house
If I could go there
Or do that
Or be with that person
Or have so much money
So many people apply this same principle to relationships. “I could be happy if I fell in love with . . .”
And they do fall in love, over and over and over. Trouble is the reality doesn’t live up to the romantic ideal and they fall out of love just as quickly. Or then there is the example of (and I’m going to be sexist here) the woman who falls in love with an abuser, then leaves him only to fall in love with another abuser, etc, etc. Sometimes we have to make a conscious choice to not love somebody or perhaps to love somebody who does not pull at our heartstrings the way the ‘abuser’ does.
Try to make decisions based not on what is “right” or “wrong”, but “what direction am I supposed to follow”. There are no accidents. Everything happens for a reason. I believe the universe, in its infinite wisdom, is constantly supplying us with clues as to the direction we are supposed to be following. I believe that when we are in turmoil, it is often because we have strayed too far from that direction. Every life has a “purpose” so the question can become “am I on purpose?”
Now I’ll get personal here, and tell you that although I had a wonderful life, family, cars, plane, house, cottage, etc, etc, I always had the nagging feeling that all was not right in my world. I finally made the conscious decision to stop pushing my life where I thought I wanted it to go i.e. listening to my ego, and instead, looking for signs as to where I was meant to go. Many reading this will think I’m crazy, but an example of a sign that I accepted for direction occurred when I was debating whether to move to Newfoundland or not. One day I was browsing through some antique shops outside of Toronto. One shop had an old Newfoundland license plate as the first thing I saw as I walked in. I took that as a sign and by the way I still own that plate.
At the same time, I made a conscious decision to be happy, to make happiness a choice every moment of every day, no matter what. I would never, in my wildest dreams, have pictured where I have ended up. And just to clarify that for you and others who may read this. I am living, in a small out-port community on the west coast of Newfoundland. (I always thought I’d end up on the west coast, just not this west coast). I am working in an auto dealership and loving it. (Quite a change from owning and running my own business). I have become involved within the community in ways that I never knew might be possible for me. I am Vice President and founding director of our local trail committee. We have raised tens of thousands of dollars and constructed 13 or so kms of multi-use trail with another 18-20 planned. I am now Mayor of my community of Lark Harbour. (Paul, you can still refer to me as ‘your worship’. . .lol)
What will the future hold and will I be here forever? Who knows, because I intend to continue to look for direction from the universe on where and what I should be doing. I suspect there is a lot more adventure to come and I look forward to what ever form it may take and where ever it will take me.
Don’t let me mislead you into thinking that it has been easy. Some of these choices have been gut wrenching and there have certainly been challenges along the way. The key often is how does my gut feel after the decision has been made? If I have made the right choice, chances are I am feeling better.
Let me also state that we are human and we will face failure. We must not allow ourselves to be overwhelmed by our failures. I will use a variation of your “latte” example to make my point. We know that for our health (both physical and financial) we should not smoke. So, we decide to quit. All goes well for a day, a few days, a week or whatever then we “fall off the wagon”. Is this a failure? Yes, certainly, but don’t lose sight of the fact that it was preceded by success for those days, weeks or whatever. We should be able to gain “momentum”, as you say, from our successes rather than from our failures.
Thank you for the opportunity to philosophize. I hope that out of this jumble you can make some sense.
Love
Dad
Mayor Keetch....always a pleasure to hear your words of wisdom. As I read your thoughts (some of which I have already heard) I realize that from the day I met you I have learned a great deal..and continue to do so... I thank you.
Paul Jr. I havn't met you (yet) but I have read some of your entries and if I may say so, it appears from your writings that there must be some validity to the statement "the apple does not fall far from the tree"
kindest regards
tb
It would be a mistake to attempt a re-word of his worship's feedback on this subject. :)
Because, for the most part, I agree with it. Your gut and the universe's constant feedback are your best signposts. I urge you to consider every decision as "right" and what we might commonly call "failure" as just part of the learning curve. Falling off your bicycle or your skateboard when you were young was only a portion of the learning of the skill. If we can give our apparent "failures" the same importance, the same credibility toward learning the skill of living happily, then we will have nothing to regret. There are no wrong decisions or choices; there is only information.
Have fun learning about all of your possibilities!
Love, M.O.M.
p.s. And, Mayor Dad and Paul, both - when one gets to the point of "it's only information." healing happens.
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